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Thursday, May 08, 2008 Piece Of It All
10:34 PM
Felt so tired in sch todayy, probably bcus didn't slp well last night. brr.
Today seems like a better day, for both of them. Its super obvious that they are smsing in sch the whole day but oh wells, as long as they're happy. :) But it still makes me feel bad that they have to hide their actions, either bcus they don't want me to feel bad, or bcus others. I always feel that I'm in their way whenever in sch making everything awkward. I've tried to avoid as much as possible already, but still, feels like so "extra". Bcus of me there's so many things to be cautious of. Blaa. I hope we'll graduate like tmr so they'll be free and I'll be free too! Everyone will be free. And I can really move on and get along with my new excitingggg life aheaddd. :)
Rugby match tmr, don't think I'll be going. Though its the last match, and I really wanna go. I remember i was screaming my lungs out for him at the last match last year. I remember I was praying hard to just let him score a try and it doesn't matter whether ACJC win or lose. lol. Quite selfish. Oh wells, but this yr, feels like I'll be some obstruction there for them. BLAH. I dont know. It doesn't matter whether I go anyway. I'll just pray pray pray and prayyy, thats all I can do.
Found some lyrics today, totally spells out how I feel, wanted to put it on my blog but it seems inappropriate to put this kinda lyrics in my blog now already.
Jann Arden - Piece of It All
Right now somebody loves you
Right now somebody dreams about you
Right now somebody needs you
Right now somebody's proud of you
Proud of you
Right now somebody's calling your name
Right now somebody's hoping you're well
Right now somebody's feeling your shame
Right now somebody cares if you live
Right now somebody hears you
Right now somebody knows who you are
Right now someone is praying for you
Right now someone believes in your heart
Right now somebody wants to be your friend
Right now somebody's thinking about you
Right now somebody is wondering where you are
Right now you are a piece of it all
A piece of it all
You are a piece of it all
Sometimes lyrics just makes me stronger cus I feel for all the lyrics, meaning ppl have been through this too and they've probably made it through, meaning, I'm not alonee! I can do it tooooo.
Thursday, May 08, 2008 Piece Of It All
10:34 PM
Felt so tired in sch todayy, probably bcus didn't slp well last night. brr.
Today seems like a better day, for both of them. Its super obvious that they are smsing in sch the whole day but oh wells, as long as they're happy. :) But it still makes me feel bad that they have to hide their actions, either bcus they don't want me to feel bad, or bcus others. I always feel that I'm in their way whenever in sch making everything awkward. I've tried to avoid as much as possible already, but still, feels like so "extra". Bcus of me there's so many things to be cautious of. Blaa. I hope we'll graduate like tmr so they'll be free and I'll be free too! Everyone will be free. And I can really move on and get along with my new excitingggg life aheaddd. :)
Rugby match tmr, don't think I'll be going. Though its the last match, and I really wanna go. I remember i was screaming my lungs out for him at the last match last year. I remember I was praying hard to just let him score a try and it doesn't matter whether ACJC win or lose. lol. Quite selfish. Oh wells, but this yr, feels like I'll be some obstruction there for them. BLAH. I dont know. It doesn't matter whether I go anyway. I'll just pray pray pray and prayyy, thats all I can do.
Found some lyrics today, totally spells out how I feel, wanted to put it on my blog but it seems inappropriate to put this kinda lyrics in my blog now already.
Jann Arden - Piece of It All
Right now somebody loves you
Right now somebody dreams about you
Right now somebody needs you
Right now somebody's proud of you
Proud of you
Right now somebody's calling your name
Right now somebody's hoping you're well
Right now somebody's feeling your shame
Right now somebody cares if you live
Right now somebody hears you
Right now somebody knows who you are
Right now someone is praying for you
Right now someone believes in your heart
Right now somebody wants to be your friend
Right now somebody's thinking about you
Right now somebody is wondering where you are
Right now you are a piece of it all
A piece of it all
You are a piece of it all
Sometimes lyrics just makes me stronger cus I feel for all the lyrics, meaning ppl have been through this too and they've probably made it through, meaning, I'm not alonee! I can do it tooooo.
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