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11:43 PM Today was superrr tiring. Just got home from studying. Almost died.

School was fun today. I was laughing and talking nonstop like throughout the wholeee day. Maybe thats why Im feeling so tired now. I think Monster almost killed me today cus I was really on talking streak. But I always think that if I stop talking, I'll start thinking about alot of stuff. So the only way to get myself to not think is to talk alot alot and to disturb ppl. haha. Although sometimes it really gets very tiring and I just don't feel like talking anymore but at least its really useful.

He looked so so so upset today. Might be because of the match but I think its so much more than that. Probably something happened. I kept having the feeling that she's keeping her feelings about him to herself, bcus she's afraid of how people will see her. She loves him, and she knows it. Even I know it. I'm so afraid she'll force herself to push him away either bcus of me, or bcus of how she thinks others will see her. I don't want to see him feeling so upset. All the more I don't want them to miss something so right bcus of this. And I guess she's upset from her hockey match too and all the hockey stuff. And I think he's the only one who can make her feel better too. Hopefully.

Oh wells, I guess I'm thinking too deep into this. Brrr, thats what happens what I don't talk. Sleeping time.

11:43 PM Today was superrr tiring. Just got home from studying. Almost died.

School was fun today. I was laughing and talking nonstop like throughout the wholeee day. Maybe thats why Im feeling so tired now. I think Monster almost killed me today cus I was really on talking streak. But I always think that if I stop talking, I'll start thinking about alot of stuff. So the only way to get myself to not think is to talk alot alot and to disturb ppl. haha. Although sometimes it really gets very tiring and I just don't feel like talking anymore but at least its really useful.

He looked so so so upset today. Might be because of the match but I think its so much more than that. Probably something happened. I kept having the feeling that she's keeping her feelings about him to herself, bcus she's afraid of how people will see her. She loves him, and she knows it. Even I know it. I'm so afraid she'll force herself to push him away either bcus of me, or bcus of how she thinks others will see her. I don't want to see him feeling so upset. All the more I don't want them to miss something so right bcus of this. And I guess she's upset from her hockey match too and all the hockey stuff. And I think he's the only one who can make her feel better too. Hopefully.

Oh wells, I guess I'm thinking too deep into this. Brrr, thats what happens what I don't talk. Sleeping time.