yi xuan 260890
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yixuan10@hotmail.com

3:52 PM Wahhh sian. I'm feeling super super down today. :( Dont know why also. Maybe bcus today never go to school thats why. Damn sian.

And I've become such a coward now.

I'm so afraid to go online,
so afraid to check my facebook,
so afraid to read blogs,
so afraid to see things,
so afraid to hear things,
so afraid to think
so afraid to dream
so afraid to listen to love songs,
so afraid to listen to sad songs,
so afraid to love again
and im so afraid to receive a new sms when i just woke up. It'll just dampen my mood and like I'll only reply in the middle of the day.

Even though many things doesn't matter anymore since everything is so obvious already. But I still hope everyday, that one day the misunderstanding will be cleared. For now, though life still goes on but its still bothering me alot.

3:52 PM Wahhh sian. I'm feeling super super down today. :( Dont know why also. Maybe bcus today never go to school thats why. Damn sian.

And I've become such a coward now.

I'm so afraid to go online,
so afraid to check my facebook,
so afraid to read blogs,
so afraid to see things,
so afraid to hear things,
so afraid to think
so afraid to dream
so afraid to listen to love songs,
so afraid to listen to sad songs,
so afraid to love again
and im so afraid to receive a new sms when i just woke up. It'll just dampen my mood and like I'll only reply in the middle of the day.

Even though many things doesn't matter anymore since everything is so obvious already. But I still hope everyday, that one day the misunderstanding will be cleared. For now, though life still goes on but its still bothering me alot.