Sunday, May 04, 2008 ACJC VS SAJC!
I always knew they were meant to be together. They're like some matchmake in heaven. hahah. Even when I was with him. I knew that I was just taking him away from her for awhile. They'll be together eventually. And they'll last for very very very long, happily ever after. Since they're so alike in every way. Thats probably why I was so insecure when it comes to her even when we were together. I was preparing myself for it since long long long time ago, even before anyone noticed anything. I knew it would happen long ago, but I didn't do anything about it either. Why can't he just believe me :(
Was reading her blog just now, she's so happy now. Unlike last time when we were still talking, her blog was filled with angsty posts. Maybe I was really tearing her down, without realising it myself. And she was keep all the emotions to herself. Oh wells, I don't know. Although I'm still misunderstood by him and everything. They seem better off now. Maybe the truth really doesn't matter at all. BAHHHHHH.
I'm still struggling seeing them everyday. Howwwwww? I must stop this already. :( SIANN
Oh yea, still got, A DIV 2008 TOP 15 PLAYERS
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